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Angeline
15th aug
sngs, vjc, nus

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Graduate from med sch
Be a good & successful doctor
Be pretty and happy
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

was listening to the song "time to say goodbye" and i realise i don't wanna say goodbye to anything or anyone ard me. if not for the supp papers, i'll be an extremely happy princess.

Spent the day practising the organ. Procrastinate, procrastinate. Anything to escape from the fact that i have to start mugging. Well, at least i'll make my music teacher happy tmr. :)

11:08 PM
colourful angel

yay! no more pizza plate! so glad i survived a year of driving without any major accidents. Even though i do have to admit that yes, i am a road hazard! haha. Hmm.. worst accident so far was when the side mirror flew off. 2 summons in total in the past year, one for parking at a season parking only lot and another for passing through the erp gantry without a cashcard. haha! maybe i shld keep the p plate on so that people can still be cautious abt this driver. according to blanche:" huh? one yr already? how come your driving is still like this?" peng. seriously, i am a pretty safe driver k? haha!

congratulations to whitney who passed her driving test yesterday!

8:09 PM
colourful angel

sushi dinner at wheelock place tonight with annalisa and yun. i think i'm turning to a sushi since you are what you eat and i've been having sushi every alternate day. Was looking into the mirror at zara when this familiar face stared right back at me. haha! yun! so glad that a*star made you come back for attachments. hehehe and thanks for the shirt that says:" if you're rich, i'm single!"

chio bu! welcome home :) wheeee!

11:15 PM
colourful angel

yahoooo! my dear yaya yun is back!! yeah yeah! I can't wait to see her again after nearly a year.
Went for sushi at the esplanade during lunch. haha..i think its my 3rd time there this week. Totally addicted to it. haha! while walking with whitney in raffles city, we heard the band play "the girl from ipanema". woohoo... i love the tune! Would have sounded better if the band used something sharper like the saxophone cos it sounded really mellow.

4:32 PM
colourful angel

this is so weird.
my sis dreamt that she had a mashimaro as a pet,
and somehow i became that mashimaro.
so i am her pet.

gosh. why do i have such a weird sister?! haha..

10:21 PM
colourful angel

now 10percent of the year 1 population knows i've super low self esteem. argh! was "encouraged" to talk abt it during pdcp tutorial..shit, it made me feel like a total loser. Welcome to loser land, population number 1: me!

i'm craving for chocolate now.

7:51 PM
colourful angel

first day of pdcp today. after attending the first lecture, whit and i left for our "self-declared temporary break". haha. wanted to go chill out at this place in stamford house where you get free flow of drinks, snacks and vcds, but the shop wasn't open when we went so we walked to the esplanade, hang ard the lib and later had some yummy sushi.

As usual, we needed our share of dessert and so we walked into this choc shop. Settled down, were served water, but as we were browsing through the menu, we decided it was too chocolaty for us. okie tt sounded stupid but we were expecting some cakes and not pure choc. haha.. whatever, we spent the next 5 mins thinking of some lame excuses to leave that shop, like making a beep sound and say super loudly tt we need to rush off to the hosp or something. i can't believe we had to do something like this again. haha! the first time was at sushi tei, holland v, with dear whitney too. oh no.. so ungraceful and rude. haha. After much embarassment but still craving for dessert, we went to out of the pan in raffles city, sat by the fountain and had some ice cream and drinks. Staring at the fountain does give you a calming effect.

Returned to school for a 2 hour tutorial and did a little personality test that i think we did once with mr chua in j2.

8:24 PM
colourful angel

alright, big mistake for revealing my sis' age in the previous post. She tried to strangle her one and only sister. ok now, happy 22nd birthday, babe!! (is tt young enough?) hahahha...

10:27 PM
colourful angel

Angela's birthday today!! Happy Birthday, babe!!!! woohoo...27! haha *she is so gonna kill me for announcing her age*

My dining room stinks now. It smells like ammonia! All due to that bouquet of lilies tt her friends gave! Wah... i so wanna throw it away! Aren't lilies supposed to smell nice? super duper weird.

6:42 PM
colourful angel

yahooooo!
The dean is so so nice. He postponed the dates for the exams! wow! He totally rocks! haha!

we were all called in for a discussion session to decide whether we shld postpone the thing or not. i tot i was in for a heated discussion but no, peace and lots of laughter.

yay! its official now! yaya!

7:19 PM
colourful angel

confused
i'm very confused.

3:09 AM
colourful angel

Was tossing and turning in my bed cos i couldn't sleep no matter how tired i am. Decided to come online to chat and i'm so glad i did. I just witnessed how a boy grew into a man and this exact man just gave me a real confidence booster.

Some things he said tt i'll never ever forget:
- "let me tell u, our frenship was sealed the day u came into S15"
- "i dun wanna be fake to myself and pple anymore"
- "I am a changed man!"
- "right now, i think maybe u are quite sheltered, but u will grow up too!"
- "one day ur parents will grow old,and they will need sheltering too. Who will shelter them if u dun grow up
and take the role? We all need shelter in the two ends of the spectrum in our lives. When we were young and
helpless, and when we are old and feeble. In between its the time we have to learn to tkae care of those
above us, and those below us"
- "now, is the time for u to prove it to me and everyone again"
- "if you are a fighter, den go ahead and fight Graves, fight the feeling that u are stupid!"
- "yups yups! i dun entrust my faith in any random person"
- " hmmm think abt it, and think of how u will live ok?"

TY! I am so proud of you!!!!
Thanks dude for all the encouragements throughout my jc life, and also those tt will accompany me in my journey in the next few weeks, months or even years to come. Thanks for the faith you have in me! You are a grown man and now, its my turn.

p.s. i really think you shld consider starting a motivational class. haha!

2:54 AM
colourful angel

Today was a day of emotional and physical turmoil.
It was the first time i went into the central library,
the first time i went to the macs in nus,
the first time i used my own matric card to enter the anat museum,
and also the first time i scolded so many fs to my friend in a row.

first, it was meeting with prof raj to talk abt anat, and i was so so happy to hear tt the dean is considering postponing our supp papers. but later in the day, when others heard abt it, they complain like shit cos it will mean a shorter holiday, and also "feeling guilty" for going on hols without studying. hello?! its not as though the dates will clash with your hol plans, its after tt. plus it wouldn't hurt to have more time for extra revision right? I'm disgusted by the selfishness of some people. Yes, you only have 1 paper to do. Spare a thought for the others who have more than 1 paper. we really need the time. shouldn't the right thing be us all passing as a whole batch? how can anyone leave their friends behind? alright, probably we deserve it for not working hard enough but .... argh! i'm too tired to say more.

adding on to that, palpitations like crazy. Had to pop an extra propranolol. Gave a super pissed and bored look during revision sessions but yes, i'm still listening although i'm not sure how much i can rmbr.

on a happier note, blanche and i spent a wonderful time exploring the central lib, sitting in betw racks of books talking abt drama serials, and testing the quality of the soundproof glass doors of the "Chat point", which were little colourful cubicles meant for people to talk on their phone inside. At first glance, i thought it was meant for colour therapy so tt people can go relax inside it. haha..

adding to the previous post, whitney was supposed to come shopping with us too but tt poor girl ate some wrong food and couldn't join us, last minute kinda thing.

10:25 PM
colourful angel

Went shopping with ouyang on saturday. Wow, i've never seen a guy shop like this before. amazing! fun fun.. haha! we wanted to watch m.i.3 but all tics were sold out. walked all the way from lido to cineleisure to check if they have tics there. no chance either. So what else but continue shopping?! haha..

interesting conversation:
o:"hey what do you think of that tie?"
a:"hmm...not very nice."
o:"ok, i shall take it!"
a:"?!"

hahahahaha....
Then its dinner at little india. we ate at this new restaurant or do you call it an eatery? oh whatever.. main point is the murtabak there is really nice and worth trying. Thanks for the meal, dude!

Bought my sis her birthday present. yay!

2:02 AM
colourful angel

writing at weird hours again.
I dun wanna talk abt results but thanks to everyone who offered help. truly appreciate.

Theory exam in 6 hours time and i'm still memorising stuff tt i studied in sec 1 mep. Range, clef used, pitch, tone quality, technique of all orchestral instruments.... Finally, i see the difference betw my sis's studying technique and mine. We don't usu sit down and study together since we are 7 yrs apart so she has already grad super long ago. But this time, we will be taking the same exam, same teacher, same day and same time. Woah, after revising a few times, she decided to sleep at 10pm whereas i just started studying at 11pm. :(

2:54 AM
colourful angel

i can't bear to look at that page any longer.
However, i'm suprisingly calm.

5:47 PM
colourful angel

A new silent piano! Haha! i was complaining so much when my sis was practising, she decided to buy the silent piano. No wonder singaporeans like to complain..you really do see some results. However, my living room seems much smaller now cos the piano is bigger than my previous model. Not that the room was very big to begin with, so when you have 2 black bulky instrument side by side, organ and piano, it seems even worse.

had to wake up at 10.30am today for music lesson. Super duper tired..usu i wake up at 1.30pm or even later. Haha! pig.. Yawned at least 3 times during my lesson. Sigh.. i sleep at 3am nearly everynight. doing what? i dunnoe too! haha!

10:19 PM
colourful angel